I remembered when my home is broken into, i was so mad at the police, i selfishly write on their fb wall, complaining what seems to me their slacks in handling such case.
I also remembered the time when i said i will never let my kids to join the police force ( or the army and such). I cant accept their hierarchy and what seems to me unnessary bullying and such.
I still feel that way…
I also remembered hearing a friends said our special force is one of the best….worldwide…not just Asian-wide.
I remembered watching on discovery channel how they were trainned….and i remember my newfound respect for them.
I remembered talking to a friend who is actually in the police force…a friend who unintentionally gave me new insight on them.
And i respect them with all my heart (although i cant deny their incompetency sometimes..) but these are the brave ones who willfully sign-up for a career that risks their life for others.
When people say, they hope the government wont waste anymore money appreciating our fallen soldiers, i feel sad for the inhumanity shown.
When people said, “it is their job to take care of our country and they get paid for doing it, so there is no need to make a big fuss about it”, it breaks my heart.
How can you be so selfishly say that? These are the people who will risked their life to protect yours…
Imagine what would happen if all of them get scared and selfishly run away when we need their protection, who will we run to?
Andai kata kami gugur semua, taburlah bunga di atas pusara.
Kami mohon doa, MALAYSIA berjaya.
Semboyan telah berbunyi, menuju medan bakti.
I always joke with him about this song….i will playfully sang this part to him…its just that each time he said the word “semboyan” to me, this song will get into my head and i just have to sing it out loud.
I know its a sad song but i never really let it gets to me…
Well not untill the recent incident…now the song brings me even greater sadness but redha at the same time.
Ini baru sikit….belum lagi macam di gaza…..