Imagine this. There’s a glass full with water. So full that a single movement of the glass can spill the water out of the glass (haha….this sentence sounds funny. Really need to brush up my English. Isk)
Anyway….that is how I feel right now. Even the slightest disturbance can make me awfully upset or distracted.
I choose not to think and not to decide. I am giving pressure to myself, especially to decide where I’m heading after this. But after that, I choose to think about it later. When I’m calm and more ready to think and decide. The problem is, I’m running out of time.
I badly need to act like grown-ups and start thinking about my future very very seriously.